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allmothered*.
i'll find a new place to be from. a haunted house with a picket fence to float around and ghost my friends. no, i'm not afraid to disappear, the billboard said: " the end is near ".
i turned around, there was nothing there. yeah i guess the end is here.
# a private, selective rendition of aloy
, from guerrilla games’ horizon zero dawn & forbidden west. established in twenty eighteen; and penned with care by monk
. please read rules carefully. content warnings apply, no minors allowed.
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an exploration of :
generational trauma , loneliness , the effects of depersonalization , the burden of unbearable knowledge , the weight of the world , reinvention of the self , apotheosis , and the apocalypse .
please read
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aloy.
#guidebook.
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first.
if i follow you, it means i want to write with you. i do not follow self inserts or blogs based off living, real-life people, specifically youtube personalities and, unless i know you, will not be interacting with final fantasy muses. i will not follow back or interact if you are under the age of 18.
all styles of roleplay are accepted. i am adaptable and prefer to follow my partner’s length/style. i will obviously write and format my own way but if you prefer to do paragraph responses or short chat based threads, i will follow your preference. if you ever need me to change my formatting please just let me know, i don't mind.
second.
the best way to interact with me is to send me a meme and reply to it as starter calls are hell on my executive dysfunction. i will regularly do inbox calls where i’ll just go through your meme tag and send you things. nsfw themes may be present on this blog. both mun and muse are over 20 and therefore some sexual content may occur. however, both i and aloy are asexual so the degree of sexual themes will likely be minimal, but everything will be tagged accordingly. other heavy themes will be present on this blog including: violence, death, war, environmental collapse, and trauma. all potential triggers will be tagged in the following format: tag tw.
third.
i sometimes write a good number of ooc posts and general fun dash commentary. i just enjoy it and, after all, tumblr’s still social media and this is supposed to be a fun and entertaining space for me. sorry if that’s not your jam. i do not entertain or partake in drama (this does not include callout posts of actual predators). i have far too much depression and anxiety to cater to it or anyone who starts it. if you have any sort of issue, come talk to me one on one. vagueing will almost certainly get a soft block. i've been here too long and worked too hard to not cater my blogs to my own comfort at this point.
fourth.
greetings and salutations, friends, i'm MONK! i studied art history and painting in college but spend most of my time sewing and stitching now. but honestly i'm just an average loser who loves video games, sad tv shows, cinematic movies, classic literature and dungeons & dragons. please note that i struggle with untreated adhd and depression while medicating for anxiety as well as being physically disabled; i'm a fully grown adult with few spoons to spare and this can affect activity from time to time. mutuals are always welcome to my discord for plotting or casual conversation.
companions.
erend vanguardsman | @forgefought | by hannah | ship exclusive |
ásgeirr bjoaeldsen | @aldovah | by blythe | main |
sebastian moran | @gunbash | by chuckles | exclusive |
muse name | franchise | by author name | main or exclusive |
we will deal with you, me and my pagan crew.
#character study.
"
I haven't slept in several nights and I'm not tired. Who protects the ones I love when I'm asleep.
Though there's little I can do, I say a prayer That when the wolves come for their share they'll come for me.
⠀full name⠀⠀ aloy.
⠀aliases⠀⠀ #lk1a1-4510, outcast, flame-hair, aloy despite the nora.
⠀titles⠀⠀ seeker, thrush, chieftain, hero of the battle of the alight, savior of meridian.
⠀years old⠀⠀ 20 - 25 (verse dependant).
⠀birthday⠀⠀ april 4th, 3021.
⠀gender⠀⠀ nonbinary (demigirl).
⠀pronouns⠀⠀ she / they.
⠀orientation⠀⠀ asexual demiromantic.
⠀species⠀⠀ human (genetic clone).
⠀ethnicity⠀⠀ nora tribe.
⠀mother⠀⠀ gaia - creator, operational.
elisabet sobek - genetic blueprint, deceased.
⠀father⠀⠀ rost - adoptive, deceased.
⠀other⠀⠀ beta - sobek clone - "sister".

it's a world worth fighting for. not just here. everywhere.
# personality.
aloy was outcast at birth, meaning she could not live within tribe's villages and could not speak or interact with anyone from the tribe. though her father rost abided by this rule, aloy did not. even still, the amount of people who were willing to speak to her were few and far between; leaving her social interactions to rost, herself and the occasional merchant. often times, aloy can be caught talking to herself or thinking out loud
- a habit borne of these minimal interactions. she is also very quick to distrust authority, bearing much resentment for those who outcast her as an infant, which was entirely unprecedented for the tribe's already strict customs.her entire life has been spent fighting back: against nature, against authority, against expectations. aloy is just as quick to say no as she is to say yes, for whatever reason. when her mind is made on a subject, she does not deter
from the path she has set.being quick to speak her mind and lacking in social practice in general, most consider aloy to be quite brash and rude.
often times she speaks without thinking or says whatever is on her mind. though her retorts are usually very quick witted and humorous, her sharp tongue tends to win her no favors.aloy wants results and she wants them immediately. her impatience
was something she had always struggled with, much to rost's dismay. she is able to contain herself while on a hunt, keeping quiet and steady while she waits to take the killing blow - though sometimes still muttering to herself. but when it comes to investigating or more social matters, aloy much prefers instant gratification.⠀moral alignment⠀⠀ chaotic good.
⠀star sign⠀⠀ aries sun, capricorn moon, aquarius ascendant.
⠀mbti⠀⠀ istp "the virtuoso".
⠀enneagram⠀⠀ 8w7 "the noncomformist".
⠀temperament⠀⠀ choleric.
⠀major arcana⠀⠀ the hermit, the world.
⠀virtues⠀⠀ hope, fortitude, justice, diligence.
⠀vices⠀⠀ pride, wrath, stubbornness, impatience.
⠀positive traits⠀⠀ resourceful, intelligent, brave, compassionate, unconventional, witty, self-disciplined, intuitive, adventurous.
⠀negative traits⠀⠀ stubborn, impatient, rude, socially inept, loner, rebellious, rejects authority, intimidating, sarcastic.
⠀diagnoses⠀⠀ post-traumatic stress disorder, experiences frequent depersonalization.
⠀tropes⠀⠀ apocalypse how, all of the other reindeer, the antichrist, badass adorable, the chosen one, cloning blues, deadpan snarker, determinator, good is not nice/soft, has two mommies, horse archer, oblivious to love, one-woman army, skewed priorities, tell me about my mother, thank your prey, unperson, unwanted false faith.

⠀height⠀⠀ 5'5".
⠀weight⠀⠀ 132lbs.
⠀build⠀⠀ mesomorph.
⠀hair type⠀⠀ thick with dense waves. styled with braids and rolls, adorned with beads.
⠀hair color⠀⠀ ginger, layers of orange and strawberry blonde.
⠀eye color⠀⠀ muddy green.
⠀scarring⠀⠀ small scar above right brow from a childhood, large scar across her throat.
⠀complexion⠀⠀ fair skined, natural redness to face and freckled cheeks.
⠀scent⠀⠀ sweat, machine oil, cactus flowers.
⠀clothing style⠀⠀ medium to heavy armor. self-tanned leather and hides.
# summary.
Aloy. Machine Hunter. Seeker of the Nora. Though she has gone by many names, there is no one else quite like her. Aloy was outcast at birth
, the first in her tribe to ever have this misfortune as it's a punishment reserved usually for criminals with a subsequent timeframe upon which they might return to the tribe after the sentence has been served. Aloy's crime: being born in the first place, and her sentence: for life. Being outcast meant total and complete isolation
from the tribe and society as a whole. Found as a newborn outside the doors of the sacred Heart of the Mountain, the High Matriarchs claimed her to be a bad omen
, a spawn of the Metal Devil who sat frozen in time on the other side of the door. All but one Matriarch, that is. Given to the outcast Rost to raise, Aloy led a lonely and unforgiving childhood; one that would shape her completely into the person she is now.It would take Aloy years of yearning for an answer to the mystery of her birth to finally lead her to the story of the Zero Dawn Project
: the last ditch effort of earth's previous civilization to fight back against the hyper-advanced machine threat which was quickly consuming all organic life on the planet. Here she discovered that she was in fact a clone of the project's developer, Elizabet Sobek
, grown by the terraforming ai, gaia
to stop the system's failsafe function when threatened to eliminate life on earth once again.Headstrong and resilient, Aloy never gives up without a fight, no matter what the fight might be. Even if the weight of the world rests entirely on her. Her life is a complicated one, and it's not a burden she expects anyone but herself to carry.
the old men call me by my mother's name. she looked just the same they say.
powers and abilities.
focus
aloy's focus is an accessory created for the apollo program that is always attached to her body, right above her ear. it works as a network communication device, both storing and receiving messages, but also allows her to, as others describe it, "see the unseen". she understands this gives her the ability to obtain background information, such as tracks, weak points on machinery, and even nearby lifeforms. focus networks can be linked and entire databases of information can be shared between them.spear
handcrafted by aloy herself, her spear is a crude extension of the huntress. attached to the end of it is the override core which previously allowed her to override unsuspecting machines. the spear is her preferred method of hunting when stealth is key.master archer
aloy's bow is practically a piece of her identity; though she's used many different kinds, all with different attributes, she wouldn't be caught dead without one. often adorned with feathers, beads and fabric from the tribe she received the bow from, each one is as unique and powerful as she, allowing her the freedom to craft various types of arrows as her ammunition.alpha access
Being a clone of Elisabet Sobeck, Aloy has the maximum genetic clearance for all Zero Dawn facilities. This allows her to use the Master Override, as well as access any GAIA facilities that require Alpha clearance. She later gains access to Omega Clearance, which previously belonged only to Ted Faro.
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#verses.
"
i've been both, and it's a myth. we all swim for the lifeboats. i didn't come looking for love. i didn't come to pick a fight. i come here every night to work.
and you can grab an axe, man, or you can step aside.
verse one.
may the sun rise on a better world.
horizon zero dawn.
Following the events of the first game, aloy has spent her life training to compete in the proving in order to be embraced by the tribe that has outcast her and be granted a boon with which she might learn the fate of her mother and where she came from. when the proving is attacked by the eclipse, a cult with the power to awaken the old world faro robots who are led by the rogue AI HADES, who intend on killing her because of her striking resemblance to the old world scientist elizabet sobeck, she is forced down a different path entirely: one that does lead her to the answers she seeks and so much more. in her journey to take down the eclipse, she uncovers information about the zero dawn project and the grim end that the earth had faced once before and was threatened to face once again.
verse two.
if i falter, if i fall.
horizon forbidden west.
the eclipse have been defeated but the day has not been saved. setting out to find any backups of the GAIA terraforming system created by the zero dawn project aloy learns that time to save the earth from environmental collapse is running shorter than she realized. finally successful in bringing gaia back online, aloy begins a hunt across the forbidden west to find gaia's lost subordinate functions and return them to her. all while running from mysterious travelers from the stars who have returned to earth to claim it as their own.
verse three.
we can't expect god to do all the work.
fallout (new vegas).
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verse four.
more ghosts than people now.
red dead redemption.
aloy and her adoptive father have lived a quiet and simple life north of valentine, settled into a cabin at cattail pond; that was until a mysterious stranger appeared at their campfire on their last hunting trip. though the two offered the man respite at their camp, he would return the favor by killing her father in cold blood. the man having made his escape, aloy has tried to take the issue up with valentine's sheriff to no avail. the trail is beginning to run cold but she won't give up, and she won't turn away help wherever she can take it.
verse five.
this is not my favored terrain.
d&d / critical role.
lvl. 15 ranger (horizon walker) / artificer (battle smith). variant aasimar.character sheet.
verse six.
keep my head above the alpine.
mid - modern (1990s).
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